yesyesyes. its 2+ am again and i’m supp to be up early ltr on. *yawns* am finally getting down to uploading the con camp photos. LIKE FINALLY after how many people chased me for them. oh wel.
i’m feeling bummed that i have the intention to spend on the following-
01. canon g9/g10 {my ixus gave up on me. gahhhhhh x|}
02. tripod {fireworks are coming up reallll sooonnn and my lousy one is officially BROKEN}
03. cokin filters!
04. macbook pro {wah. this one. i probably can dream only luhh. sigh. photo processing would be a breeze and i wouldn’t be so lazy cause the lappie won’t hang on me like my current one!}
05. skates {probably?}
and the above would cost about 5000 buckeroos. yes you’d seen it correctly. FIVE THOUSAND BUCKEROOS.
i wanna strike big sweep can?
the lack of sleep is making me have B.A.D skin again. shitty laaaaa. 
no mood to dress to the nines BUT! i’m going aquamarine for dinner tonight. farewell for huihui. SEVENTY BUCKEROOS! seriously need to stop spending. shall not eat so much already.. opportunity to lose weight tooo!
submitted the 2nd unofficial appeal to NTU earlier on. sian. i really don’t know what to do with my life now.
LISS is starting on monday and i really need the drive to be there. it’s not because i’m spiritually low. just that i’m feeling lazy.. oh well it’ll be a wonderful experience!
the following week, busybusybusy. 13th LISS, sending hui off. 14th-17th camp. 18th novena, fireworks. 19th sessions, sending nazee off. ughhhhh. tired tired.
Lord Jesus, in times like these I need Your strength to continue on. Let me always remember that You’re there for me. Let me not depend only on my own strength, but to draw strength from You.
